January 2012
1 post
November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
2 posts
In sight
Whether it’s in sight or not.. Should be no difference..
Isn’t it?
September 2011
1 post
July 2011
3 posts
somehow.
Somehow.
Can’t deny the pain.
but what I feel isn’t as much as what I have done.
That’s why.
Can’t clean the stain on a perfect paint.
Can’t wash the blood on a murder’s hand.
Somehow,
But undoable.
me against all odds.
call me weird.
call me even weirder.
for all the doubts I have.
for all the questions of how I am today.
it is about how the heart sets and says yes with sure.
…and this is what I lack of now.
June 2011
4 posts
between dots.
It’s funny how life playing your feelings.
Between the time that has spent.
Between the words that spoken.
and between the heart that has broken.
then this.
and what life expect me to react?
May 2011
9 posts
Promise
I don’t know you.
I haven’t met you ever.
But in the land of dreams, I said my words to you.
A promise.
To take care of what you love.
What we both love.
What we both care a lot.
I would love to do that forever.
To embrace and keep it safe and warm.
But who am I to insist?
Feels good
Feel like it’s been awhile…
and now finally.
….and it makes my day.
Just that simple.
April 2011
5 posts
Taking over me
And who can decide what they dream,
..and dream I do…
you’re taking over me.
——-Evanescene
February 2011
5 posts
one smile; worth millions.
smile that worth to sacrifice for…
smile that gives you a reason to live..
smile that tickles your tummy..
smile that stop your heart beat..
a smile that means a thousands star falling..
and a laugh that completes it all.
you got it.
January 2011
4 posts
1 tag
Latte ; doing sit trick
1 tag
1 tag
Latte got stuck.
Back to My Safest Place
One step.. Two steps..
A hope is too long to spare.
Three steps.. Four steps..
A strong hand to hold is missed.
Five steps.. Six steps..
And still to that eyes I surrender.
But, what we are to decide?
I stopped and cried.
A wing need to spread away.
A song need to be sung.
And a warm kiss for good luck charm.
Seems like a beautiful place.
Seems like a peaceful place.
Is that the...
October 2010
1 post
1 tag
what she said
‘not making a decision is making a decision’ she said..
if that how it is..
then,
not making a step is making a step.
not saying any words is saying many words.
but maybe people just deny all of that„ because they don’t want to deal with the truth…
because they’re too afraid..
or they’re just being selfish..
‘it feels like butterfly in your...
September 2010
1 post
Percakapan Ayah dan Anak
My big bro, yang sedang pulang ke Jogja, sedang mencawik-i anaknya yang habis P*P...
Bhimo : Papi kok maw sih nyawiki Bhimo? Bhimo kalo punya anak g maw nyawiki..
Big Bro : Lho, terus yang nyawiki anakny Bhimo sapa dong??
Bhimo : Besok bhimo maw beli toilet yang ada tangan robotnya, jadi g usah nyawiki!!
XD
August 2010
1 post
fakingly strong
we’re just a human being.
i am.
who am i trying to be so tough?
who am i trying to be so strong?
who am i being so sure?
in those eyes i lay my choice.
but it is not my voice to speak my will.
beautifully insane.
honestly lightheaded.
fakingly strong.
Whisper in my kiss to the Earth.
Whisper in my kiss to the Earth.
(i know there no such a word as fakingly. :)) but i’m...
July 2010
6 posts
my mum's new project
still handling with my headache, and my mum seems no care by the way, this morning she told me that she asked a friend of hers to give me ‘reiki’. my father practice that too, but it seems that my mum’s friend is more powerful.
so, this friend of mum has a patient, doing ordinary reiki to her, apparently, the reiki provoked something in her. JIN. 5 JINS. story short, these JINS...
Percakapan Lintas Generasi 2
Alkisah Titi Anis (ibunya kakak iparku) sedang berbincang-bincang dengan Bhimo
Bhimo : Bhimo g maw jadi dokter, mawnya jadi insyinyur aja,, kayak papi..
Titi Anis : Lhooh,, kan kalo jadi dokter, kalo ada yang sakit (baca : family member) kan bisa nyembuhin...
Bhimo : Lhooh,, emangnya insinyur ga bisa bayar dokter? Insinyur kan bisa bayar dokter! Ga usah jadi dokter...
Hahahaha,, ntu anak logika jalan jg yaaa,, langsung gubrak deh pokoknya,,
Latte found a new toy ~living cicak~
I felt sorry for it, so i moved it. Apparently, it played dead! As soon as i put it down, it ran away for it life.LOL
(sorry for the lack of light)
this is dedicated to my bestfriend, Sasha, who hates cicak. ^^
Latte is feeling sporty.
June 2010
2 posts
Missing my Cat..
She always there when i got home.. racing with me entering the backyard.
She always waiting me in front of the door while i took a bath..
She always try sneaking up to the 2nd floor just to be with me..
She always following me when i went to our neighbor..
She always spent the night with me… curling around my feet..
….and disturbing my sleep at dawn.
I’m sorry i leave...
When you love someone - you’ll do anything
you’ll do all the crazy...
– “When You Love Someone” Bryan Adam
May 2010
1 post
If it’s not real
You can’t hold it in your hand
You can’t...
– Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
April 2010
3 posts